Tag: Open Diary


Frustration

2
August

I’m very frustrated. My dad suggested that I leave OD because of some of the stuff that has been going on here, but I don’t want to. I’ve never been the type to leave a place just because of the other people. Usually, it has to hold something personal to make me want to leave.

I think OD is awesome. I really do.

Yeah, I understand that they can’t delete every diary on here that violates a rule or even moderate like they say they’re supposed to, BUT…

There is a certain point when they just let things get a little too wild.

I’m not planning on leaving. I don’t care what people say to or about me. I’ll just have the diary monitor’s e-mail on my copy/paste list and get in touch with them A LOT.

I shouldn’t have to spend 20 minutes deleting notes someone left me in 5 minutes, because they left at least 50-100. No one should have to do that. I shouldn’t have to go through that and neither should anyone else on here.

So, if you want to harass me, go ahead. I know the e-mails of the diary monitor and of some good online harassment people…so go ahead.

I’ve told many people to leave me alone, but obviously they don’t read that part. So…I can’t keep them from harassing me, but…I can try to move on with my life and just delete their rudeness.

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I am so thankful

7
March

I am so thankful that tomorrow is my therapy appointment. It’s only been a week, but it seems like it’s been forever. I’m thinking about telling my therapist about my Open Diary. I’m not sure, though. It might help her understand me better. I don’t know, though. Maybe I should keep this place a secret from her.

I will be so glad when I go to therapy tomorrow. I hate not going. I feel, sometimes, like I need to have therapy everyday. Of course, my insurance wouldn’t pay for it. I don’t even know if they’re paying for my once a week sessions.

Insurance is so freaked out sometimes. I mean, we have 2 different insurance companies – 1 for mental health and 1 for medical/dental. The mental health one only lets you choose between 3 or 4 people. The medical/dental one won’t pay for my braces that I need for my teeth before I can have jaw surgery. They don’t think braces are ever medically necessary. Mine would be! My jaw is so screwed up. My teeth are, too. Bleh. Eventually, I’m going to get braces. (When my family has the money to pay for them.) Then, one day, my jaw might not hurt anymore. That would be so great!

Oh well. I can’t think of anything else right now.

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