I’m almost positive that my anemia is back, but I haven’t called the hematologist to get an earlier appointment. I don’t want to waste an appointment if I’m wrong. Of course I’d like to be able to do things like carrying a package from the front door to the love seat without being to winded to talk. Or workout in the pool without having to sleep away most of the next two days. Or not be über-bitchy because I feel so exhausted and shitty because my blood has gotten all low-quality on me. But I always worry that a doctor will think I’m just trying to get attention.