Daily Archives: September 5, 2014


I graduated from pool therapy today. I honestly thought my insurance would let me go a little longer, but I guess not. That’s cool because I found out that all I have to do is fill out some paperwork to join the Wellness Center (which is covered by my Humana) and I can continue doing the exercises there. It’s run by the hospital and is closer to my house, so that’s a good thing. Erin, the physical therapist in charge of my case overall, had 8 goals for me to meet over the last four weeks. I met 6 of those goals. The other two were standing for 15 minutes and 30 minutes without pain and without needing to sit. I had increased strength in all but one area. My left knee went from being the strongest to actually losing some strength. The muscles in my inner thighs have gotten stronger,1 which was not only a major goal for this session, but for the session of PT that I had back when I was 14. It may have taken 16 years, but I finally did it. Go, me! Like I mentioned earlier, I’m going to sign up at the Wellness Center to continue doing the exercises on my own. I’m also going to use my membership there, once it is officially set up, to do take some of their classes2 and use their gym. After all of those years of me putting this stuff off, I’m finally going to get my ass in gear and do this. I’ve learned what my body can handle and can’t handle. I’ve learned what pain is acceptable and what pain isn’t. I think I’m finally ready to do things differently in my life. I know, I know. It took me long enough, but it’s good that I’ve finally gotten here, right?3 Oh, and I’ve lost weight since I started. I’ve dropped 5.4 pounds in the last month. That’s 1.7% percent of my weight at the beginning of that time period and about 3% of the weight that I plan to lose overall. Anyway, I’m proud of myself. That’s what matters. I can actually feel and see them more than I could a month ago. ↩Definitely Pilates. Maybe Yoga or Barre. Water Aerobics. Eventually, something faster paced. ↩If you don’t think so, you can go away. Now. ↩

Trying to Reach the Things That I Can’t See


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annadelanklo: janersm: annadelanklo: janersm:   When did Putin get a Tumblr account? You know…))) You just made me the best compliment you can ever imagine. Thank you so much! Uh-huh. You realize that psychologists have said his actions resemble those of Hitler & Hussein, right? Being like him or just being an apologist for him is not a compliment. So some psychologists said and you in a blink of an eye belived it? Let’s say I will sue you for that. Tell me how do you think – would you win baising you defence on some psychologists opinion? Nope. Let’s see… Putin had killed people because he thinks russians are suprerior race? Nope. He gives now shelter to refugies… Putin started a World War? Nope. He stoped USA and EU when THEY wanted to start a war in Syria. Putin is histerical, gives speaches in front of lots of people, saying that Russians are powerfull than ever, and USA or EU are regional states? Nope. Obama? Yes! Did ukranian politics justify the slaughter in Odessa? Where people were BURN ALIVE like nazis did! YES! Are there nazis in ukrain governement? YES! Are there forces payed by oligars who salut each other by “Heil Hitler” like nazis did? Yes. So who is looking like Hitler and Co right now? I asked questions and demanded facts. About “russian troops invaiding Urkaine” (OSCE and americain serviced said that they dont’ have any real facts), about “Russia took down Boeing” (Russia published all date, Ukraine is hiding), about why ukranian forced run to Russia in hope for saving their lives if Russia is a “bad guy”. I didn’t recived a single answer. Only dumb posts hopelessly trying to insult me, My President and MY COUNTRY. That means russian people in general. You know how it called when you do something like that? R-A-C-I-S-M So are you a racist? Okay. You’re going to be a fun one, aren’t you? Can I start by saying that your arguments make no sense? There’s no logic in them. I’m not even going to go for the petty remarks I could make about spelling because the arguments you’ve made towards me and others are so lacking that being petty isn’t even necessary. (Oops. That was petty of me, right? I would say I’m sorry, but I’m not. Now, let’s address the various things you’ve have said to me and to others. I’ll do my post first because it’s the first I can get to. I understand that you think I have been somehow brainwashed by the psychologists and media to believe anything bad about Putin that exists. I can assure you that this isn’t true. The comment that I brought up by psychologists compared his expansionist style of what you might think of as “governing”. The College of St. Benedict and St. John’s University’s Unit for the Study of Personality in Politics had the following to say about Mr. Putin: Putin is a highly dominant, narcissistic leader with secondary features of high conscientiousness and substantial introversion. The article featuring that quote also said that his type of leadership could be labeled as “ambitious hostile enforcers”. According to that article and political psychologist Margaret Hermann, Expansionists, like Adolf Hitler or Saddam Hussein, see the world as being “divided into ‘us’ and ‘them,’” based on a belief system in which conflict is viewed as inherent in the international system. This worldview prompts a personal political style characterized by a “wariness of others’ motives” and a directive, controlling interpersonal orientation, resulting in a foreign policy “focused on issues pf security and status,” favoring “low-commitment actions” and espousing “short-term, immediate change in the international arena. Expansionist leaders, according to Hermann, “are not averse to using the ‘enemy’ as a scapegoat,” and their rhetoric often may be “hostile in tone.” Other common characteristics of expansionists include a high degree of power motivation, strong nationalism, an unwavering belief in one’s ability to control events, supreme self-confidence, distrust of others, and a very goal-directed level of task orientation — all of which are evident to varying degrees in Putin’s personality profile. … Putin believes the world is divided between his Russia and the West, often using “the West” or “democracy” as a scapegoat for his problems. Rising through the KGB and Russia’s political elite, he entwined himself with the history of Russia. Typical of narcissistic leaders with exalted self-concept and dreams of glory, he views his destiny and that of the Russian state as one and the same. Putin is Russia; Russia is Putin. Although Putin shows no discernible signs of contemplating genocide or waging conventional war — sensation-seeking adventurousness ranks relatively low in his overall personality profile — he displays a desire for control and deeply entrenched feelings of resentment toward the West. His world is a zero-sum game in which any gains by the West or by domestic opponents are considered moral threats to his power. That’s pretty much the whole article that I was referencing. Do you see how your comments to me might be slightly out of line with what I suggested? I understand that you might think that an American like me would be afraid of a lawsuit from you because we love lawsuits here, but I’m not. You wanna know why? Well, there is this thing called jurisdiction. As the offensive statement originated in Alabama and not Russia, you would be looking at the civil laws of Alabama and the US. What I said can’t be construed as defamatory in any way according to the law. Basically, if you filed a lawsuit, a judge would laugh you out of court. Now, if you filed it in Russia, I could ask for the US Embassy there to appoint me counsel in absentia or I could appeal to have it moved to an international court. As my comment had to do with the free press that we have in America, you would probably still lose. Basically, empty threats are empty threats. On the other hand, I have a […]

In Other Words: Fuck Off You Putin Loving Weirdo




via Instagram Guess who graduated from pool therapy today? I met 6 of the 8 goals set. I also had improvement in strength in all but one spot; in the odd one, it decreased slightly. This is the first time I’ve ever completed a physical therapy program that I’ve started, so this is a major accomplishment for me in more ways than one.

This Girl’s a Pool Therapy Graduate


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foodfinisher: Masturbation is a most deadly sin and children need to be protected from the temptation. via Tumblr The original story is a hoax. I once believed this would happen to me. Actually, I went as far as blaming myself anytime I tried to and something bad happened within the week afterward. Of course, I grew up in a sex negative culture and have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, so my fears make sense.

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