Mom looked over at me a few minutes ago and said, “I guess there’s nothing wrong with your heart since they haven’t called back yet.” Though, I guess it would be reasonable to assume that a heart doctor would call back asap with the results, it is also reasonable to think that it might take more than 2 days to get back to a person with the results. (I took the holter monitor back on Wednesday afternoon.) I hope that there is nothing wrong, but I don’t really want to worry about the results or start thinking that they’re either one thing or another until I find out for sure. If I start thinking that, “Ooh, everything is okay”, and they’re not, it’ll hit me like a ton of bricks. If I start thinking, “Ooh, maybe there’s something wrong”, and there isn’t, then I’ll drive myself crazy. So, basically, I’m trying to not think about it.
Yesterday, I felt like I was glued to the board. It seemed like there were bunches of posts on there, which was quite nice. I like it when there are a lot of posts. It causes an insane amount of geek-related glee.
Right now, I am really hungry and (though I slept for pretty much the whole day) really tired.