I woke up and turned True Blood on to download. On tumblr I saw a screencap and first thing I thought was “I wish the day was over already so I can watch the episode”. It’s my grandad’s funeral and I can’t wait until it’s evening just to watch a fucking show. So horribly selfish. I just want things to be over and done with without any interference from my uncle. This will not be a happy day and I won’t even have Jamie or Ryan, gah.
I don’t think it’s bad that you want to have something to look forward to, since you’re going to have such a rough day.