I’m selling books on Amazon.com, so please go buy them. I hope that someone buys them so I can buy other books. 
POTC MB and Gypsy Curse have new locations.
17
April
Selling, Selling, Selling
14
April
3 New Boards
Gypsy Curse (a BtVS/Angel forum)
POTC MB (Pirates of the Caribbean forum)
In Perfect Love… (Wicca board)
I need themes, avatars, and moderators for them still. If you’re interested in helping out, I’d appreciate it.
9
April
Hurting
I’m in a lot of physical pain lately. I think I hurt my knees getting up and down at the funeral the other day. (We had to stand to sing the hymns.) I would love to go for a walk this morning, but I am in so much pain that I just feel like staying at home.
I think I’ve been getting more and more depressed lately. I’ve been sleeping a lot more than I normally do. I am either more depressed or just more exhausted in general. I wish I could stay up as much as I used to be able to, but my body is just falling apart or something.
7
April
Leave Reason Behind
Well, today was the funeral. I went, of course. It was nice…funny, but solemn. I think Matt would have liked it, if that makes any sense. There were stories of his life, which was better than hearing about how he died. It made me miss how I had missed out on some of the stuff when I dropped out. I mean, hearing about how he “accidentally” dropped his pants in the hall at school was funny, but how would it have been if I had actually been there? I’m sure I would have laughed, but it just would have felt different.
I couldn’t stay for the burial, or to talk to my friends. I had to run errands. We had to go by another church and drop off our Angel Food money. Then, we had to go by the courthouse to see how to qualify to not pay property taxes because of my disability (since I own the house). After that, we went up to A&M to try to straighten out things so I could go to UAH. We couldn’t get it straightened out, so I may have to go back to A&M for school in order to pay off enough through financial aid so that I can go to UAH eventually.
5
April
Such a difficult week
This week has been a bit difficult. Two of my former classmates (one was a pretty good friend) died this week. Marvin Stone, a great basketball player, who I didn’t know personally, but I remember seeing at Grissom. He died while playing basketball at the age of 27. Matt McLain, a great friend, who I had many classes with at Huntsville. He died after accidentally entering the wrong apartment at the age of 23. 
I just am having a bit of trouble reconciling that they’re both gone.
4
April
Glassy Girl
I would’ve written yesterday, but I had to go to the optometrist because of my eye. There’s nothing wrong, except I need new glasses. Apparently, hurting my eye caused me to notice that I wasn’t seeing as well as I should be. With my glasses on, I could see 20/30 out of each eye. When I first got my glasses, my eyes were 20/40 and 20/50 with an astigmatism in both. Now, I’m not sure what they are. All I know is that I need new glasses.
2
April
Walk a Mile in My Shoes?
I just walked about a mile, and I think I’ll do it again tomorrow. Why? Well, I want to lose weight, and part of losing weight is exercising. So, I walked around the block, which is about a mile. Now my back is killing me, and my feet are aching, but part of me feels really good. Maybe that was the feeling that my doctor talked about. I’m planning on adding 2 mile long walks to my schedule for each day that it’s not really stormy out, so that I will lose weight sooner and get in better shape. I’m hoping that that and the fact that I’ve had to cut down even more on what I eat will help me to lose the weight.
Jef did something amazing. He created Dammit Janet, a fanlisting for me. I was really shocked when he IM’ed me about it. Please go join, if you like me or any of my projects.
I have to rest a bit before it’s time to take the dogs out at 3. I hope that these walks don’t wear me out too much. I just realized that it’s better for me to walk than it is for me to sit here and goof off all day, or even than working on my magazine.