The Rise and Fall of the Janet’s Moods
Tomorrow is the big day. All of you who can vote should. It’s important that you participate in elections. It’s not just some thing that has to do with a few people. Who gets elected has to do with EVERYONE. I’m not going to ask who you’re voting for because that’s private, but if you want to share, you can.
I added some new themes today. I know they’re not valid, though some claim to be, and I plan on changing that. I just don’t feel like working on my posts right now.
I need money, and I better not hear from anyone to get a job. I’m sick of hearing that. People assume that because I’m of a certain age that I can just go out and get a job. One, it’s not that easy. Two, I’m disabled and most mornings I have to drag myself out of bed…not out of laziness, but because my body and mind are so screwed up that they don’t exactly want to participate in this screwed up world. We’re probably going to have to depend on the food banks again this month. Food bank food is good, but I hate that we have to depend on them. There’s just this awful stigma that people place with food banks and food stamps, and people in line at the grocery store give the worst looks when you pull out your EBT card. It’s like they think that because we’re “feeding off the government” that we’re somehow not good enough to be in their presence…and that’s at Wal-Mart. It’s been almost two years since my father applied for disability for his problems. He was denied, for those of you who didn’t know that, so he’s fighting that. But we’ve had no real income, other than the Social Security checks for almost 2 years. It’s making my mom so stressed out. I can see how sad she is everyday, which breaks my heart. Then I get sad over it, which just is further stressing me out. All the stress isn’t good for my psychological and physical health.
I’m tired. I want to take a nap, but I shouldn’t. The more you sleep, the more depressed you are.
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February 4th, 2008 at 12:55 pm
Hello
Yes sure I would love to be your blog buddy, but is it okay for you if I only update once at week? Because that is what I do. Do not mind people looking bad at you, I know how you feel but try to be strong.
P.S. my niece suffered (and still does randomly) from depression.
February 4th, 2008 at 12:58 pm
That's fine with me. Sometimes, I only update about that much.
February 4th, 2008 at 6:16 pm
Please don't give up. it took me 5 years but i will finally graduate in May! Woo Hoo! I have disabilities of my own and struggled with them and didn't end up with honor cords like i thought i would when i started but i still made it. my blog was created especially for the social work student. it is designed to save you time and to provide you resources that you might not otherwise find on you own. please feel free to use it. it actually is a series of 6 blogs. the links to the blogs are listed on the lefthand sidebar. these will take you to the other blogs where you will find valuable resources for your studies. starting this blog was a good distraction for me from my own pain. i hope it can help you find what you need to get through your studies.
take care
February 4th, 2008 at 7:32 pm
Yeah, but I've been in school since 2001. Thank you for offering the help, though.
February 4th, 2008 at 8:13 pm
Obama 08!
February 4th, 2008 at 8:30 pm
Really? Are you sure he's ready?