I find it funny that some people think that learning IP addresses only happens when they leave comments. Anytime anyone makes a rating on this site, their IP address gets logged. I have found 3 people that I assume (because of the timing and the topic) that came from the message board that had all the issues. Their IP addresses have been banned. I won’t usually bad someone for a bad rating, but when they’re giving bad ratings to the Mental Health section, then it’s a big clue that they probably don’t belong on this site.
I had my appointment with my psychologist yesterday. I’m so happy that he takes both Medicare and Medicaid. That means no co-pay. No co-pay means I have more money to use on paying for my psychiatrist appointments, which I have one of those tomorrow.
My psychologist wants me to come back for another appointment next week. He was a bit concerned about my depression and psychosis. He’d never seen me that bad before. He was proud, though, that I can usually reason with myself if I’ve been through a similar psychotic episode. I can’t reason myself with paranoia, though. Oh, and I told him about the counting and the prayer rituals, and he said we’d work on that later. I specifically told him that I did not want to work on it at all. Yes, it is annoying to have to do these different things, but it’s also part of who I am and I’m truly afraid of what might happen if I stop.
I had a little trouble sleeping again, but this time instead of waking up 2 hours early, I woke up about 20 minutes early. I was having trouble staying asleep. And all of a sudden I had this creative burst of energy that I just had to get out. Now that energy has pretty much gone away.
I spent quite a bit of time yesterday setting up a theme preview section. I organized it by what category each theme fell in. Then, I organized it by alphabetical order or by what shows/movies I had done themes of. I also listed the possible themes that I might make later.
I still need help putting together fan sites for: Leonardo DiCaprio, Kate Winslet, Orlando Bloom, Sophia Bush, Shane West, Heath Ledger, Hayden Christensen, Rose McGowan, Holly Marie Combs, Ashlee Simpson, and Jennifer Garner. Most of the help that I had recruited had disappeared. I only recently found a comment by someone who said she’d like to help, but I don’t know if that offer still stands. So, if you’re a fan of ANY of those actors/actresses, then please help me out with sites for them.