Attachments
I’ve had what feels like a migraine 4 of the last 5 days. It has not been pleasant, and its been difficult for me to look at things for very long because the pain is just too intense. All I can take for it is Tylenol, which I hate to take because I’m afraid I’ll get back into the habit of taking it and have my little addiction come back. Of course, I think it will get better soon, since I get to go back on my Seasonale tomorrow night. My migraines and back pain should get much better as I get back onto the Seasonale. Then, I shouldn’t have many problems with them for 3 more months. Or at least, that’s my assumption.
I finished Shopaholic Ties The Knot this morning. Absolutely awesome book. I think the next book I read will be The Bell Jar, but I may read something else. I haven’t exactly decided yet. I read light-hearted books over my break, but I guess I get to read not-so-light-hearted ones when I go back to school. Maybe that’s a reflection of my moods when I’m in and out of school.
Yay! My dad just found my other pink-sequined platform sandal. Now I don’t have to go with only one shoe to my interview, or worse go shopping for shoes. Admittedly going shopping for shoes isn’t as bad now as it used to be because my feet seem to fit in shoes a lot better since I’ve lost 100 pounds, but I still hate going. I have no idea what size my foot even is anymore. I used to wear a 10 Wide, and now I think I wear an 8 1/2 regular. My foot hasn’t gotten smaller in length, just in width.
It’s just a few more days until my first appointment with my fourth therapist in the past six months. Well, the third therapist. The other was a psychologist, and I miss him. I think her name is Gulshan. I hope that she’s nice, but I don’t plan on getting very attached to her. I try not to get attached to them anymore, after what happened with Lilian. She was my therapist in 2001, and she abandoned me because of my insurance. She didn’t even have the courtesy to call and tell me she couldn’t see me anymore. She just refused to return any of my phone calls. So, now, I don’t expect for therapists to stick around. I did get attached to my psychologist, though. He was my doctor for over a year, and he was just so nice & accomodating that I couldn’t help but get attached to him. Then, I had to leave him to go to the Mental Health Center, and there’s no stability guarantee there. Kathy left, which I was okay with because I knew I (or, at least, my problems) scared her. Beth got me moved to the Comprehensive Care side, so I barely knew her, but I am grateful that she switched me over. Now, I have Gulshan, and I hope we get along and that there is some stability, but I don’t plan to get attached.
Technically, I’m an Avon lady again. My mom wanted to sell it to make money, but she got me to sign up. I have to help sell it, which sucks because I’m horrible at selling things. I was good at fundraisers and stuff when I was a kid, but now that I’m grown and am no longer some cute little kid, people don’t want to buy things from me. My mom is going to get me to try to sell things at the dorm. I don’t know how well that will work. I don’t know that they’ll trust the white girl with their money.
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Hope you enjoy The Bell Jar, Janet I thought it was really good though don’t expect it to be another “Prozac Nation”.
I hate going shoe shopping!!! that’s the worst!!! next after that would be shopping for jeans!! arrrgh! but at least your other shoe was found.
Sucks about your therapist just abandoning you like that… it’s so wrong ..well karma’s a bitch so it’ll come back to her sooner or later.
K.
Shoe shopping… I hate it too. I just can never find any decent pair of shoes!!! I hope everything goes all right with your therapist =)
that sucks that she didnt even call or care to tell you that she couldn’t see you anymore. insurance or not, there’s a thing call “common decency”
ive given up on therapist and such because its basically like writing in a diary, only to know my mom will read it after i finish. but thats probably because im only 15/
you lost 100lbs? thats really good.
(and im back, lol.)
ugh I hate going shoe shopping too., even though I need to go lol.
I don’t like getting attached to things either. That’s sad that they she didn’t return your phone calls.
My aunts and Avon lady. She sells alot of products to us. Who knows people might buy.
Ohh do not read the bell jar. It scarred me for life!! lol.
Hope your feeling better, migranes are never good
Yeah, it sucks when you get used to a therapist or doctor and you have to leave. That always happened to me when I was younger, because my dad wouldn’t pay the bills (divorced parents). It also happened to me a few months ago cause I had to switch insurances and the place didn’t take my new one.
Then you have to go tell another person your whole life story.
That was rude for her not to call you back.
I enjoy shoe shopping. It’s exciting to me.
Sorry about your migraine.
The Bell Jar yay!!! I love that book. You should definitely read it next. And Avon…ewww! I couldnt sell shit to people if my life depended on it, lol. So uh…good luck. I’m sure you’ll do much better than I could.
Oh, pains suck, i hope you start to feel better
Happy Easter
Migraines aren’t fun at all! Hopefully, your’s passes soon enough for your sake. I really should get back into the habit of reading books. I’ve been so preoccupied lately. Interviews have always irked me. I’m not particularly fond of meeting people for the first time. Good luck with yours!
I hope you feeel better soon!! and yay for finding the other shoe!!
shoe shopping is a pain! hope you feel better. also, happy easter!
Oh, those sound like really good books. Right now i’m reading Hithhikers Guide to the Galaxy, but It’s getting a bit dull for me. I really want to read the third Traveling Pants books. Have you heard of them? they’re really good. also, I want to read Riding on a Fast Camel, I think it’s called. They’re funny books. I recomend them. They’re from a series though, so there are books that come before them.
I hope you like you new Therapist. Good luck with her. And I hope your migrain goes away. Luv ya, bye
I’ve never had a migraine before, but my neice gets them all the time & they don’t sound like fun. I hope yours will go away and you’ll feel better.
YAY! You finished all the Shopaholic books, I take it? I loved them all too. Once I started reading, I just couldn’t put it down.
I sell Avon too, but I don’t have too many customers. You basically don’t get any money for yourself, unless you sell a lot or have a lot of people buying from you. It’s all good tho. I like buying things from there, and I don’t know of any reps anymore, since the lady I used to get it from, I worked with, and now I don’t. Plus, I’m not the best at selling to begin with, which might explain the lack of customers. hehe. I jjst drop the books off at places (Bingo, Drs Office, etc) or give them to friends and family. Good luck selling
Migraines suck real bad, i hear ya on that.
Thats so awesome that you lost 100lbs.. Regardless of surgery or not, thats a huge accomplishment.. =)
Shoe shopping really is the worst I have it so much. Sorry that you have had a migrane for that long. Hopefully your head will feel better soon.
Great site!
Just wondered onto your site and thought I’d say hello.
I loved the Bell Jar. It’s good to see you enjoying some books.
I’m so sorry you’re having migranes. That’s something I can definitly tell you honestly that I relate to. I had a terrible exeperience with birth control and migraines.
You should get an account at Laundromatic(.net) and sell some Avon stuff.