29
June

More

I added more entries. I got through July 1, 2001. I still have to add ones from July through sometime in August of 2001. Unfortunately, I can’t add all of the comments that I got, so I have like 200 entries (I used to write every few hours) with 0 comments. So, if anyone ever wants to go back and comment on an old entry, feel free to. ;)

Anyways…right now I feel bad for Molly. Molly has what we assume is a cracked toe. The vet didn’t do an x-ray, so we can’t be 100% sure. We just know that she’s been limping around. She’s having to stay in her kennel as a way to keep her from jumping/running around and injuring her foot further.

I promise I’ll start plugging commenters again soon.

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28
June

My Old Angsty Entries

I found some entries I’d backed up from an online diary that I wrote in a few years ago. So, I decided to add those entries to this blog. Unfortunately, I can’t do the timestamp completely right because the diary system that I used then didn’t list what time a person made an entry…just the date. The majority of entries seem to be in the Depression, Self-Injury, and other Psych Stuff and Family and Friends. So far I’ve only gotten the ones from March 3, 2001 – April 1, 2001 added, but I hope to have ones through August 2001 added soon. Unfortunately, I don’t know where to find a copy of the entries I wrote between then and a few months ago because that diary got deleted by Open Diary. Bleh. Oh well. I also don’t know if I can add any from previous blog systems, since I think I lost those. Maybe I’ll find them, though.

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28
June

4 that I crave

I applied for 4 fanlistings in the past 24 hours. I hope I at least get one of them, but I’ve got this feeling that I won’t get any of them. Two of them are ones that are on my fanlistings wishlist, and the other two would be on the list if I owned the first two already. One of the fanlistings is actually for my all-time favorite Alias episode “The Prophecy”. I absolutely adore that episode, so I’m hoping that if I get any of the 4 fanlistings that its that one. I think I know who makes up the “competition” and, if I’m right, I’m screwed. :( I know that they’re just fanlistings, but these are fanlistings that I would adore more than just about any other fanlisting I own (with the exception of Hounds and a couple of others). I might even adore them more than those fanlistings. I just hope that Adrienne picks me.

I probably sound pathetic whimpering about fanlistings, but I don’t care.

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26
June

Two fanlisting collectives – Alias and Friends

I opened two new fanlisting collectives/banner exchanges for fanlistings from Alias and from Friends. The one for Alias is called Secret Identities. The one for Friends is called There For You. If you own a fanlisting that belongs in either fandom, please join the appropriate collective. I’m hoping to help promote fanlistings for two of my all-time favorite shows.

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25
June

Drive, He Said

Okay, I got back online about an hour and a half ago to write a blog entry. Have I written it yet? No. So, I guess here goes.

I had a psychiatrist appointment yesterday. My doctor asked me if my anxiety had gotten any better. I told him the truth, which is that it hasn’t. So, guess what? He lowered my Effexor back to 150 mg and he put me on Klonopin. I’ve been on Klonopin before. When I was 17, I was put on Klonopin as a way to help ease me off of all of my anti-anxiety and anti-psychotic drugs that the idiot physician’s assistant I had been going to had put me on. I only have to take it “as needed” which is different from the “3 times a day” that I had to take it before. So far I’ve taken it once…this morning.

So, why did I take it this morning? I had a psychologist appointment and to just get in the car, I needed something to calm my nerves. It definitely calmed them. I was so drowsy during my appointment that I almost fell over asleep a couple of times. Actually, I wasn’t really that sleepy. I was just woozy. Anyways…my psychologist was a bit shocked that my anxiety had been bad enough that I needed to be put on medication to help control it. I guess I hadn’t stressed the anxiety levels with him.

Both my psychiatrist and my psychologist want me to learn to drive. They’re not alone. My mom and dad have been trying to get me to learn to drive. My mom wants me to at least get my permit before the end of the summer. I may be able to do that, but to drive? I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to do that. My psychiatrist said that he wanted me to be driving by the time I go back to see him next month. Haha. Yeah, right. Luckily, my psychologist is being a little more lenient. He just wants me to set a time to get my permit. He said I need to learn to drive gradually…not really fast. I think he wants me to feel safe when I’m learning to drive, which is good. I don’t know that learning to drive will ever make me feel safe, though.

I opened a new fanlisting last night. It’s for the 100th episode of Friends. I decided to call it Pride and Joy. Why? Well, its the episode where Phoebe gives birth to her brother’s babies. (If you don’t watch Friends, that will sound like such a “hick-ish” line.) I was approved for that fanlisting at like 9:30 last night and I had it up with all of its codes by a little after 11:30.

You know the movie Fahrenheit 9/11? I would like to see it. I won’t go to see it in the theaters. I spent my movie theater money on HP and the Prisoner of Azkaban. It doesn’t really matter, though. I don’t think it is even showing in my town. Isn’t that great? It’s probably because this is Alabama and supposedly everyone here is a worshipper of the GOP. That’s not true, obviously.

Thank you to those of you who congratulated me on my receiving the Scholarship Grant. I really appreciate your kind words. :)

Plugs: Amanda, Ashley, Melissa, Sarah, Tara, Tawny, Tess, Vanora

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22
June

Dark Skies

I wish I could update in here more often, but I don’t seem to have much to talk about these days. Maybe that will change once school starts back in August. It seems like my life kind of has little lulls during the summer. If I actually talked to my friends from high school, maybe it wouldn’t be so boring. I would love to have the confidence to talk to all of those people, but I don’t…so my life remains boring.

Did anyone else watch the TNT special Salem’s Lot? It was rather strange. I’d never read the book, so I didn’t know anything about it going in. Like all “scary” movies, it didn’t scare me at all. It did creep me out a bit when the kids were vampires. That’s just very strange. That’s something that Joss only did like one time on Buffy the Vampire Slayer. And when he did it, he didn’t show the kid feeding. That’s just very creepy and weird.

So, I need to finish typing this up pretty quickly as there is a Severe Thunderstorm Warning in effect for Madison and Morgan counties. The storm will probably be coming right over my house. I hate thunderstorms. (I know that’s an unpopular thing…everyone online seems to love them.) Ugh. It’s already rather dark out. Not like black skies, but a pretty dark shade of gray.

I’ve been trying to get some new affiliates for my Angel and Buffy fanlistings. I’ve asked people who run fanlistings for characters from the shows, episodes, and for some of the actors. Maybe some of them will want to affiliate. Looking for affiliates can be a frustrating thing to do.

Yay! Fuzziness has 7 members. 7 people actually like me enough to join a fanlisting for me. That’s just rather shocking.

The wonderful mods at Celestial are coming up with some awesome ideas to help make Celestial even greater. So, if you want to be a part of the exciting new changes, then please go join! :)

ETA: I got the Diversity Scholarship Grant! Guess how much it covers?! Full tuition/room and board/fees/$250 book allowance! I just have to maintain a 3.4 GPA, which I can do. :)

Plugs: Addy, Amanda, Ichigo3790, Jean, Jenn, Katie, Kaylyn, Laura, Matt, Nenne, Porsha, Raelynn Ripcord, Rockchild, Sarah, Sonja, Tara, Tiffany

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17
June

Yet another new layout – True Blue Girl

I made another layout for True Blue Girl. Why? Well, the other was just too dark and it wasn’t displaying properly in Mozilla. So, I decided to go for an iframe layout. Besides, I wanted to make an Alias layout for TBG. :)

ETA: Sarah rocks. She made little code buttons for Fuzziness that are so cute.

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