Molly came home from the vet this morning. Her lumps have been sent off to pathology, but the vet who performed the surgery said they looked more like cysts than cancer. I hope that he’s right, and that they were just cysts.
I’m upset with ABC again. I just found out the other night that Alias won’t be back until January of next year. They want to run it “re-run free”. Honestly, I don’t care if they run with re-runs or not. I want Alias back sooner than January, and I’m really annoyed that they are doing this. ABC really doesn’t care about the well-being of my favorite show.
My order from Amazon.com shipped yesterday, so hopefully it will be here soon. It says on the site that it will be here between the 3rd and 5th of June. I would love it so much if it got here sooner. I missed “Once More With Feeling” the other day on FX and I really want to see it. I love that episode. 🙂 I also want to watch several Friends episodes, including TOW All the Cheesecakes. 🙂 *sigh* I can begin my completely avoidant summer once those DVDs come.
Speaking of avoidant, my psychologist thinks that I may be Avoidant. I told him about my recent results (below) on a Personality Disorder Quiz. I know the quizzes aren’t very accurate, but I still thought I’d share the results with him. He doesn’t think I’m Borderline because I don’t have emotional outbursts around him. I told him that I do have the emotional issues of a Borderline…I’ve just tried to learn to behave so I won’t have to go back to the hospital again. He does think I’m Avoidant, though, because I like to stay away from people. I like to stay at home and not go out for days at a time.
Schizotypal: Very High
Borderline: Very High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
So according to that quiz, what is Avoidant?
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.
Yeah, that sounds a lot like me. Of course, several of the personality disorders seem like me. And, despite what my psychologist thinks, I think I was diagnosed properly as a Borderline. I don’t always tell him about all of my issues. I don’t tell him how quickly I get angry or have mood swings. I don’t tell him that I still have the desire to hurt myself. I don’t tell him several things because I don’t want to say anything that would lead to me being locked up again.
Oh, one of the results on that test really bothered me. The Antisocial high result freaked me out. I am NOT Antisocial. I am so not a sociopath. I don’t enjoy breaking the law or trying to hurt people, so I’m not Antisocial.
I made some new buttons featuring pictures from Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, Angel, and Alias. I also added some buttons that I made a while ago that feature Jewel and Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Please feel free to use one of them to link back here with. Plenty of sizes to choose from. 😉
I’ve also added a new skin. It features screen captures from the Alias season 3 finale. I’ll probably be making it the default skin in a week or so after Harry Potter has premiered.