Daily Archives: April 25, 2004

Molly seems to have a bit of a love of chewing on the arms of my parents and me. It seems like one of those things that little puppies do. Hopefully, she will grow out of it soon because its so painful. I know she doesn’t mean to hurt any of us, but that doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt. I’ve done about half of my research paper, which is due next Saturday. I need to finish it, and I still have the other essay to write, which is due on Tuesday. Blah. I’m procrastinating. I don’t know why I’m stalling so much on this, but I just don’t feel inspired to write. I don’t like writing when I’m uninspired. I was considering undoing the password protection on the entry “What Went Down” and making it a public entry, but I don’t want even more drama with the person that the entry is about. I don’t want anything else to do with her. I’m not joining any boards that I know that she’s at because I don’t want to be around her. I also don’t want to have to deal with her affinity for calling me a “fat slob” or telling me to go “suffocate on my fat”. What she said didn’t upset me as much as it shocked me. I didn’t expect that kind of behavior from someone her age. Of course, it was reminiscent of my former boss’s behavior last summer when she said something about me being in the refrigerator. Somehow these people seem to think that saying something bad about my weight will somehow injure me. Though I have had issues in the past with people’s comments about my weight, the insults that were made by these two people didn’t upset me. I think I’m starting to grow as a person…no pun intended. Speaking of my weight…I can’t really tell if I’ve lost any lately. If I obsessively weighed myself everyday, I might know. Of course, if I obsessively weighed everyday then I would probably quit eating when I didn’t lose x number of pounds in a 24-hour period. I would become so obsessed with making the number go down that I would sacrifice my health in the meantime. That’s why I made the decision when I had the surgery that I was not going to become one of the people who weighed everyday. I decided I’d only weigh at doctor’s appointments and whenever my Nana makes me weigh at her house. That way I won’t become fixated on some number and lose sight of my real goal, which is to be healthy. I think that starting after school ends, I will be looking for some new Moderators and Super Moderators for Celestial. I’ll mainly be looking for people who are already active members there. So, if you’re interested in becoming a Moderator or a Super Moderator, then start posting on Celestial. You don’t have to post like a million times…just post at least a couple of posts a day if possible. Not many. I don’t expect people to give up their offline lives in order to post a million times a day on my boards. I’m not unreasonable. I made a theme image for JetRockit, but I doubt it’ll be used. You can view it here…it’s a Buffy/Angel theme with pictures from “Surprise”. No one has said anything about it on there, and I’d like to at least have some feedback. I mean, I know its not as good as most folks do, but still…I like it. Plugs: Alx, Ang, Angela, Chrissy, Erin, Iris, Jackie, Jaclyn, Jeni, Julie, Kasie, Kat B, Kelley, Krissy, Kristie, Li, Maj, Mellybelly, Nicola, Rose, Sarah, Sarah, Simone, Stacey, Stephanie, Steve, Tara, Tess, Wendii, Whitney

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