20
November

Wishing for Things

Does anyone want to donate some money to me? Or get advertised on Celestial, my fanlistings, and my other sites? I really am in need of money, y’all…*makes pouty face*

Oh, and there’s something that I’ve been thinking about lately…cam girls get “paid” by having things purchased from their wishlists and stuff if they take off their clothes…since I’m not exactly pleasing to the eye, you’d think that I could get things given to me from my wishlist for NOT taking off my clothes.

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19
November

Rejoining Vortex

I just saw that Jennifer rejoined Vortex, but I don’t want to. I don’t really feel like I should be there. I mean, if I’m going to be deleted for not being one of the favorite people of Scott and for actually having an opinion of him (other than the “he’s so wonderful” one that everyone else seems to have), then I probably don’t belong there. I’m not going to be one of those people who just kisses his butt (and I doubt that Jenn will kiss his butt either). That’s not who I am. I may be a people pleaser, but I am not a liar and I will not lie about how I feel.

So, Michael Jackson has been arrested? Or he will be arrested? Honestly, I don’t know what to believe about him. I know a lot of people think that he is a pervert and all kinds of things like that, but I don’t know that I think that of him. If he’s a child abuser, then he should be punished. I don’t think, though, that he should be branded as a child abuser until it has been proven beyond all reasonable doubt that he is, in fact, a child molester.

I want a reseller account so that I can get a domain for Celestial, among other domains that I would like to get. I also want a reseller account so that I can actually make a little money, which is something that I need to do.

I had a geography test today, but I know I didn’t get all of the answers right…its not that I didn’t know enough for the test. Well, actually, it is. If you don’t give my teacher EXACTLY the right answer (which means the notes that we get from listening to his lectures–verbatim), then he will count off. Last time, I gave him a half a page a piece on the population rates of China, India, and Japan (which is what he asked for), and he counted a point off of each because I “didn’t give enough information”. WTF? I gave him a half a page each. That’s one and a half pages on population rates, which was the amount of information he wanted. I think I even gave him everything he told us. (Sometimes he doesn’t go over everything, and since we don’t have a real “book”, studying in there is difficult.)

In Biology today, my teacher gave us a genetics worksheet that she said we could do over Thanksgiving. It was due on December 5. Well, as soon as I got it, I started on it and I was finished by the time the class was halfway over. (It was about 4 or 5 pages.) I handed it in, and she was a bit shocked, but I told her that I had done Genetics before and that the worksheet was easy…so she understood that. I actually wish it had been longer ’cause I enjoy Genetics stuff. :)

I had trouble sleeping last night. The weather was keeping me up. There was hail pounding on my wall, window, and air conditioner at like 3 am. It was quite scary, and I couldn’t get back to sleep until the hailstorm was over.

I better go…ttyl.

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18
November

lol…

Wow…well, guess what? If you disagree with Scott or anything like that, you get deleted (not necessarily banned) from Vortex. LOL. So, I guess Vortex now joins the ranks of Rapture Ready, the place where I was banned for defending Muslims. Oh well…

Personally, I think that Scott is a jerk, and I’ve let that be known (not on Vortex) more than a couple of times. Of course, he’s always starting drama on other boards, he has accused me of exaggerating my problems (among other things), etc. He just acts like a rude little boy a lot of the time. Oh, well…I’ll miss talking to some of the people on Vortex, but it’s not that great of a board. I like Celestial, fu.CK, Nova, and Seduced a lot better…besides, that gives me one less crappy XMB board to frequent.

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18
November

New Affiliate and Other Things

Well, it looks like there MIGHT be severe weather today. I hope that there isn’t any…I hate severe weather. I’m literally extremely afraid of severe weather, which has to do with an F4 tornado that hit near my house when I was little…

I was pleasantly surprised a few minutes ago when I was checking my e-mail. I had an e-mail from Jennifer of kittyness.com. She wanted to be an affiliate of fps.com. YAY! That made me so happy. LOL. She’s just extremely talented and really sweet, so I was very happy to have her want to be an affiliate of fps. :) So, go check her out. :)

I’m extremely tired all of the time, but I guess that’s to be expected. Between depression, the lack of food, etc., my body is just getting worn out.

I need to go…ttyl.

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17
November

I need the money

I’m trying to sell advertising for fps and Celestial…I need the money quite badly.

Stats can be found: here and here

There are 5 sizes of ads that you can use:

Mini Button:
The mini button is 88×31 and will be displayed on the main page of fuzzypinkslippers.com. It will also be displayed on the links page at Celestial. This is the cheapest option, which
will cost $0.50 per month or $2 for 6 months.

Button:
The regular button is 100×35 and will be displayed on the main page of fuzzypinkslippers.com, as well as the links page of Celestial. This option will cost $0.75 per month, or $3 for 6 months.

Small Banner:
The small banner is 60×60 pixels and will be shown on both sides. (Its at random so it might be shown on one side or on both sides at once.) This is the cheapest option, which will cost $0.75 per month or $3 for 6 months.

Medium Banner:
The small banner is 240×60 pixels and will be shown at the bottom of the
boards twice. (Its at random so it might be shown on one side or on both sides at once.) This is slightly more expensive than the smaller option, and will cost $1 per month or $4 for 6 months.

Large banner:
The large banner is 468×60 pixels. It is also shown at random. This is the more expensive option, and will cost $2 a month or $8 for 6 months.

If you’re interested in having your site advertised, then please fill out the form here.

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14
November

Last Night’s Drama on Nova

Okay, I know that Courtney wants to move on with her life, but what happened at Nova last night affected more than just her.

If you missed it, she said that she was super depressed, then she said she wanted to kill herself, then she said she’d taken pills…so Nova went into a frenzy trying to make sure she was okay. We posted all the information we could think of, and some people called people that they thought might be her. Eventually I realized that I had her address, so I shared that on Nova, and sometime around the time that I did that, the police went to check on her. Not only was she fine, but she had lied about taking pills and everything. Then, apparently, she went on Nova and started bitching people out and saying all kinds of things. She had all of the posts related to what happened deleted (I understood not wanting her address out there for all the world to see). Then this afternoon she comes on and apologizes. I guess her apology is okay, the whole thing really bugs me.

Honestly, I was very worried last night, and I thought that we were going to lose Courtney, and that’s very scary. You get used to talking to someone and getting to know them, and then realizing that they might not be around anymore is just very scary.

I understand why Courtney wanted the threads deleted, especially the one with her address and such in it (which I wouldn’t have posted if I hadn’t been afraid that she was really dying), but in a way it doesn’t really seem right to delete them.

I don’t want her to have a huge invasion of privacy, but deleting those posts in a way is like saying that last night didn’t happen. I have an online diary that I wrote in when my depression was at its worst and I have entries where I said I wanted to kill myself…I won’t delete those. I don’t want to ever forget that desperation or pain, and to delete the entries would be like trying to delete a part of my past.

I also understand what its like to be the crazy girl or whatever because being the incredibly honest person that I strive to be, I sent a letter out to a lot of my friends when I was going through all of my problems and told them that I cut and that I wanted to kill myself and that I had all of this stuff going on. Some of the ones I was closest to haven’t talked to me since (its been almost 3 years). Others that I thought didn’t think much of me started sending me care packages, calling me, e-mailing me, etc. Anytime I feel the slightest bit down, I know I can turn to those people. Having them know about what was wrong was actually better in the long
run.

Courtney, I’m not really upset off at you, just annoyed that you said that you’d taken the pills…I didn’t want you to have taken them, but I didn’t want you to be lying either. And I don’t even get why you lied, unless you wanted us to think you’d died…I hope that you’ll come back to Nova for good one of these days…

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12
November

Guess what

I just opened 2 site listings:

Hair!, which sorts sites by the hair color of the site owner, and Vertigo, a regular site listing…:) Please go join both. :)

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