Alias rocked tonight. It was absolutely awesome. I loved the red wig that Sydney wore towards the end. I wish my hair looked like that.

Anyways…today I was really rude to some people on nova, and I am very sorry. I’m exhausted, I have extreme back aches sometimes, my hormones are kinda out of whack, I’ve been depressed all day (and off and on since before my surgery), and I throw up about half of what I eat. My mood swings are getting worse, which probably means that I need to go back on my lithium soon. Ugh! I dread that metallic taste in my mouth.

I wish I had gone to the Big Spring Jam…I could’ve seen various groups/bands that I like, but it would’ve been way too crowded.

I really need to go…I’m extremely tired.

Anyways…some woman in my Spanish class really annoyed me yesterday. She was talking about “missing” class on Monday. Her daughter had fallen out of a tree. Then, her daughter decided to throw rocks at passing cars. Eventually, this woman’s daughter decided to jump in front of a car, and when she did, she kinda hit the car. She got a concussion. Now, here’s the clencher…her daughter is 4 years old. FOUR! What kind of parent lets their four-year old child play in the street? Ugh! Honestly, this woman always kinda annoys me. She’s loud and shares way too much information all through class. She just disturbs class every single day.

I’m annoyed that this judge has basically said the “Do Not Call” list is not constitutional. That’s insane. I highly doubt that the Founding Fathers put a little “we love telemarketers” clause in the Constitution. It’s just crazy. I wonder how he feels about telemarketers.

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JOIN THE FPS.COM MESSAGE BOARDS!!!

Oh well, I guess I’d better go…ttyl.

Well, I had to start back on Prilosec today…even though, I may no longer have “acid reflux”, I apparently am still producing excess acid. I had to leave school early due to my pain from the acid problem. I missed my Spanish class…

I’m going to have to drop French. I just have too much stuff going on right now, and I’m getting so stressed out.

Anyways…I’m excited that tonight is the season premiere of 7th Heaven and Everwood…YAY! LOL…I’m such a total dork sometimes.

Anyways…please go join the boards. There’s currently a theme contest going on, so check it out.

I had a test in Marriage and the Family on Friday…I have another test tomorrow (in Geography) and then another one on Wednesday (in Biology). I’m thoroughly exhausted, and I just want to sleep all the time. It seems like sometimes my meds help, and sometimes they don’t…and its just driving me crazy.

Everytime I think life will be fine, it seems like things slowly start to unravel and I just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like my life is destined to suck. Whether it actually sucks or not, it sometimes feels like it does.

I really hope more people will enter the layout contest…so, please enter y’all. You might win…in fact, there are only like 2 or 3 entries right now, so chances are…you’ll do REALLY well in the contest.

I added more pictures to the image galleries…still, if you have other pictures you want to use, then those are fine.

The only big problem I’m having with the contest (other than the lack of people entering) is that some people like to complain about the prizes. I’m sorry if they suck. I don’t have the money to pay the winners. I don’t have extra domains to give away. I don’t have money to buy CDs or burn them for total strangers. I am poor. And whining about the prizes isn’t going to change that!

Q&A
do you have a poetry board – Yes…Poetic Heart

I know gastric bypass isn’t anything to sneeze at, but like you I don’t have just a few extra pounds – we’re talking about 260 lbs of me – ANYWAY… did your insurance cover the surgery? Or did you pay for it? How much? – Yes, my insurance covered my surgery. What they didn’t pay for, the hospital and my doctor had to write off.

hey, im wondering how i can get hosted.. plz send me an email: icymoondust@hotmail.com thx! – I’m not hosting right now and I don’t know which domains are hosting…

s now , I might get a prize? – If you’re the 200th member or if you enter another contest, then yes, you may get a prize…

do you have pictures of elijah wood – No…

Are vectors okay for the layout contest? – Definitely!

I’ve lost about 35 pounds total…yay, me!