22
June

What the…

Jeffrey Franklin actually pleaded guilty to murdering his mother and father and nearly killing Sara and his younger brothers. I never thought he’d say he was guilty. Whoa. That means he’ll probably get life in prison. I don’t want that. I don’t want him to be in this world anymore! He killed his parents, who were GOOD people. He nearly killed one of my friends. Sara and her brothers will NEVER be the same people. And he gets to go on living? No. I don’t think that’s right. Yeah, he’s crazy. He’s mental. He’s psycho. He is sick. He claims to be rehabilitated, but I know that any psychiatric patient can CLAIM to be fine, when they aren’t.

Here’s what I got from www.whnt.com

Franklin Admits Guilt

Jeffery Franklin has entered a plea of guilty to charges of murder and attempted murder. The plea was filed late Friday afternoon at the Madison County Courthouse. Franklin has admitted he is guilty of killing his parents and attempting to kill his three siblings back in 1998. He’s expected to be sentenced to life in prison.

Franklin’s trial on capital murder charges was set to begin Monday. We’ll have more later tonight on NewsChannel 19 at 5, 6 & 10pm.

I’m sorry if I seem a little weird about this…it’s just hard.

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22
June

Grrrr….

Okay….so, as some of you know *NSYNC was on BET yesterday. Well, this stirred up quite a bit a controversy among a lot of BET’s viewers–so I read on the message boards. Well, I read some of their posts and I was quite upset. So, I told them about it. And they decided it would be fun to insult the white girl…oh, screw it!

So here’s what my latest post would’ve looked like had the board not gotten overloaded:

First – Hot Girl, learn to spell, hun. It’ll help your argument a lot more. Not cussing will also help.

Second – you guys seem to think that white artists are just NOW getting to BET. They’ve been on there before and they’ll be on there. I mean, Madonna was on when I was 3 years old…that was back in 1987. I used to watch BET EVERY night before I went to sleep and they’d play Madonna EVERY NIGHT! The “invasion” of white people is not truly an invasion.

You know, some of you think that the white people are the ones here being racist, but we’re not. We’re trying to point out to the non-white people, that other people LIKE *NSYNC. Okay? You guys are the ones making fun of us for being white. I’m not ugly ’cause I’m white. I was told by many people (black AND white) that I’m beautiful. I’m not stupid ’cause I’m white. I’ve always done really well in school and been more advanced than the other people. Race is nothing but the color of your skin. It doesn’t necessarily tell where your relatives are from. You could look at me and think ALL of my relatives were Europeans, but that’s NOT true. People really need to grow up about these things.

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22
June

I feel like no one cares…

I feel like no one really cares anymore. I can’t call my friends because…well, it’s hard to explain. You know how when you like someone you choke up? Well, try feeling that 10xs as bad and even worse when you go to call a crush. Do they make any effort to talk to me? No. I honestly think they don’t care. I’m sick of making efforts and failing. I’ve been waiting for them to call or write or e-mail me and do they? No…well, Kristen, Jaime, Maggie, and Tiffany do, but they’re about it. Sometimes Jennifer IMs me, but usually she has to go. And Christina is in Germany, so…I can’t blame her. All these people who said they were my friend don’t seem to care about me anymore. This is great.

Well, at least Calhoun isn’t too far away. I guess I can make new friends there…

But I don’t want all new friends. I want my old friends. I want them to call me. I want them to write me. I want them to e-mail me. I want them to not delete the e-mails that I send when I need someone to talk to after I’ve gotten out of the hospital and my mom tried to kill herself. I need people who want me to be around them. I am sick of waiting on them. I’m sick of doing things myself. Why can’t they just grow up? Why can’t I just get over it?

They don’t care…they probably never did…I just wasted my time.

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20
June

*sigh* It hurts really bad…

I hurt my knuckle last night when I went to take Xander for a walk. You see, he gets REALLY excited when I open the door and runs out. Well, yesterday when I opened the door, something went wrong and when he ran out, my knuckle hit the doorframe. Well, now I have bad bruise and it hurts REALLY bad. I could barely write in my real diary last night.

Anyways…

This morning I took Xander for yet another walk. Well, one of my neighbors had her dog (it’s a puppy) outside. It wasn’t on a leash (she broke the law). Well, the puppy ran across the street and started sniffing Xander and I thought that it would be okay. I mean, most of the dogs in the neighborhood are really nice. Well, first, the dog thought Xander was a girl, so he..uh…violated him. Then, he realized Xander is a boy, and he started fighting with him. I kept yelling no. (Whenever I’d yell, Xander would just kind of walk away and he tried to go home.) Well, the other dog, wouldn’t leave Xander alone. And the lady’s 2 year old (son or grandson) was over holding onto Xan’s leash and I couldn’t get Xander away. I was screaming at the dog and the kid and I thought that dog was going to kill Xander. (It was a lab mix and it’s rather big…esp. compared to my baby.) Finally, the lady noticed that the dog was gone (not the child) and was attacking Xander. She came running over and apologized. She couldn’t even calm her own dog down, but I finally got Xander away from him. I, then, carried Xander home in my arms (it was 2 houses away). I was so scared and so was he. Then, when I offered to take him for another walk a little while later, he didn’t get very enthusiastic. (I know he had to go.) But I finally got him to go out, after we BOTH made sure that lady and her dog were gone.

Anyways…that lady is ALWAYS causing problems. She tried to get Tiffy to get rid of her dog, Lucky, because she said Lucky is vicious. (Lucky killed her puppy (the sibling of the one that came after Xander), when one of her unsupervised children threw him over the fence…Lucky just thought he was a toy.) Well, Animal Control told the woman that since Lucky was afraid of strangers, that he probably wasn’t vicious. Anyways…she hates Tiffy and if she knew that Tif and I are friends, she’d probably hate me, too. Of course, that’d be fine with me. (Well, not really.)

Oh, and about the slambook thing saying that you’re all fuzzychick. Fuzzychick is my slambook id. I’m going to have to see if I can get a new link.

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19
June

Strangeness…

Okay, so yesterday was the big site debut…thank you to those you who left me nice notes telling me what you think of it. I really really appreciate it.

Anyways…along with making a website and uploading it comes the whole promotion thing. I mean, you don’t want to pay $200 for something and not be able to share it, right? Well, I submitted my site to some search engines and indexes and…one said my site contained pornography and hate-filled messages. :\ That’s strange, since I’m not into porn and I’m not a hate-filled person. Anyways…then I tried to join a clique and the person said since I had a script error I couldn’t join. Now, is it REALLY my fault that I have script error? I copied the codes EXACTLY as they were written. Does that mean it’s my fault? No, it should be whoever wrote the codes fault…of course, she actually got IN the clique. Oh well…my site isn’t for the enjoyment of everyone else in the world…it’s for my enjoyment. :)

So…the other night, I watched Starship Troopers with my dad, which, as corny as it was, was a good movie. (I thought the guy who played Rico was a hottie.) Anyways…so, as I was saying, I watched the movie with my dad (the sci-fi freak) and he could tell I liked the movie. (I NEVER like sci-fi stuff…except Voyager, but it’s a superficial reason again (cute boys) and it’s a pretty good show.) Anyways…so telling that I was interested, he left me a copy of the book Starship Troopers. I’m gonna read it, but I was wondering if it’s any good? Have any of you read it?

Oh…speaking of my dad, he visited my site and left me a message in my guestbook. He told me my site was interesting, but we needed to talk when he gets home. What? What’s happened? :\ I’m kind of worried.

Anyways…

If you’re not going to go to my site, can you at least sign my slambook. Here’s the link:

My Slambook

Thankers!

What else? Eminem’s group, D12, released it’s new CD today. I’ve read some of the lyrics that are supposed to be on the album. I’m not amused. In fact, it seems as though he gets worse on each album. Oh well…I’ll probably be madly in love with him as soon as he realizes that he’s just as pop as the people he bashes. NOT!

Well, I guess that’s all for now!

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18
June

Finally!

I know it looks dumb, but…I finally got through with my site. Well, I’m not exactly through with it. I’ve still got to do a Photo Albums section and a mommies section. I’ve got some other plans.

Anyways…here’s the link:

Janer’s World

Please sign the guestbook so I’ll know you’ve been there. :)

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18
June

UUUUUGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!

I worked ALL weekend on my website and since yesterday afternoon, I’ve been trying to transfer it to my site. And does the FTP go through? No! Why? Who knows?

I check the whole registration thing and it says that it’s still through domainpeople.com and I KNOW that’s wrong ’cause my mom paid $200 for it to be transfered to 1-host. WTF is going on?

I worked my butt off on this site and now it’s not going on to my actual site that my family spent money that we barely even had at the time…UGH! I contacted the company (1-host) and I’m hoping they can get back to me.

I would LIKE to be able to transfer the files to my site so that I can see what it looks like online.

Honestly, though, it looks really dorky. I need some suggestions. I’m hoping (if I can ever get to it) that I can make it bigger and better. I can’t put pictures on it right now ’cause I can’t find the disks with all my pictures. Besides, those pictures are over a year old. I NEED to get my more recent pics developed and scanned so I can put them up there.

Anyways…I just needed to get that out of my system.

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