I have felt so sick lately…it’s beginning to take it’s toll on me. I asked some people on a support group if it could be any of my meds…they said it might be the Lithium, but you know what? I don’t think it is anymore. Yeah, in the beginning it was causing all kinds of ickiness stuff, but…now, I just feel like it’s something REALLY wrong. I dunno. I don’t want to go to the doctor ’cause I feel like I’m ALWAYS at the doctor.

So sometime in the next few days, I need to get my butt together and get some of my ugly pics scanned and uploaded. (Yeah, my mom picked them up from Wal-Mart.) I think some of them look good and some look…crappy. The best one of me is probably the one at Steph’s b’day party where I am with Jaime and Tiff. We look so silly, but it’s a good picture.

Anyways…everytime I look at pictures of the skate center (which is where her party was at), I remember my stupid crush on Richie. Ugh. Why did I like him? I mean, sure he was kind of cute. But…he is such a flirt. Why do I always fall for the flirty guys? They have NO interest in me…they just make me feel like they do. Why am I fool like that? See, this is why it’s safest to like celebrities…they can’t hurt you.

I’ve been thinking about doing a contest section on my website…I’ll have to get sponsors…it’ll be kind of like when I had online ‘zines. Ugh…I am such a dork.

Oh well…

:/ I haven’t had anything for breakfast yet…it’s 12:05 right now…I’ve been up since 8. Gah…what’s wrong with me? Everytime I think of food I get sick. There’s something wrong…I just have to figure it out.

Oh well, I guess that’s all for now. Leave nice notes.