Yay! My parents said yes to me getting to have a graduation party. I’m so excited. My dad said it’ll have to be after I take and pass the GED. Well, I won’t know that for 2-3 weeks after I take it. All my friends will be on vacation by then. I hope I can just have it right after I take the GED.

And if you want to buy me a graduation present, which would be really cool, go to http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/wishlist/PFFKQFX4A7IX/ref=wl_em_to?add-fav=1.

Most of that wishlist is books. I love books. Some of the books are for when I become a psychologist. They’re on teen pregnancy and other teen problems so that I will be educated on teens’ problems. (I want to be a child & adolescent psychologist. Heh…Hopefully, I won’t end up like Bruce Willis’s character in the Sixth Sense.)

For those of you who want to know what I’ll be majoring in…it will be:
Sociology
Psychology

My minors will be:
Biology (Genetics)
Music or English

I’m really looking forward to college. I’m a little bit nervous. At least I get to get the first two years and an Associate’s degree here at home before I have to leave for a more major college.

Well, I guess that’s all for now.

My sunburn that I got at Elijah’s baseball game last Saturday has gotten worse. It’s turned into a rash. I’m kind of allergic to the sun, so that’s why. But it hurts so bad. And the itchiness is about to drive me crazy. I can’t scratch it or it will just get worse. Any suggestions? My mom is going to find the cortisone cream and let me put some of that on. It just feels bad.

::hugs:: That would be frustrating, but don’t give up. Are you taking any meds right now? Sometimes they can cause weight gain. Hang in there!!! Love

I’m on A LOT of meds. Here’s the list:

Prilosec 20mg once a day
Accolate 20mg twice a day
Paxil 50mg once a day
Celexa 40mg once a day
Zyprexa 5mg once a day
Zyrtec 10mg once a day
Xanax .5mg once a day
Duratuss twice a day
2 multi-vitamins (one for hair & nails – twice a day; one for overall health – once a day)
Flonase
Pulmicort
Serevent

I think that’s all of the meds I’m on, but I’m not sure.

I know that Zyprexa and Paxil are bad to cause some people to gain weight. (They did that with my mom and I think the Paxil did with my grandmother.)

I can’t do very much exercise because I tend to fall and hurt myself…more than most people do. I’m a total klutz. My knees and ankles are very weak, not to mention that I have a lot of stress on one foot.

I’ve always battled with my weight. And to make things worse, my thyroid is lazy. It’s like one knotch above the “too low” thing. That means if it drops, I’m labeled as a hypothryoidism patient. It’s crazy ’cause I can’t be treated for it.

Anyways…I hope I have answered some questions. Anyone else who has a question, feel free to ask it.

I’ve been on this diet and walking the dog like every 3 hours for the past month and guess how much weight I’ve lost…1 pound. One measly pound. That’s after I gained three pounds the first week. (That wasn’t too bad considering I had been gaining 10 pounds a week) But one pound. This is really frustrating to me.

The Avon deliveries went well. Thank goodness. I was so worried, but my losing the order form wasn’t an issue as much as it was a joke. It all turned into a joke. In a way, I was relieved, but in another way, I was upset. I hate being turned into the girl who everyone laughs at for messing up. It makes me feel bad.

Well, I gave my dad the link to OD. I didn’t tell him what diary was mine. He probably won’t come, but if he does, he may read my diary and that kind of bugs me. I feel like he’s gonna yell at me if he reads it. Not like I said anything that should be offensive to him, but he tends to get upset over minor things.

Well, as you know, *Mommy-ness* had left some rather upsetting notes in my diary, but I just blew it off. It didn’t really matter to me. Well, she may be having her baby any time now and I’d like to take a second and wish her well. I hope everything goes well for her and the baby.

See…I’m not all that mean.

Well, I’m going to check out some diaries, leave some random notes, and probably come back and write some more later.

I have to deliver Avon tomorrow. My mom’s friend is making me bring Avon to her coworkers tomorrow because “that’s part of the sale”. Oh, give me a break. I’m a socially phobic person. I hate being put in situations like this. I tried to back out of me, and she was so insistent. I want to pull my hair out, it’s so frustrating.