Why can’t I just call him? Everytime I go to dial his number on the phone, I get weak. What’s wrong with me? I know I have no chance with him and even if I do…will anything really happen? Or will he just blow me off in the end? Why can’t I just call him? Am I a freak? Is there something wrong with me? UGH. I want to just call him, but I can’t. Anyone have advice? I feel all alone. I know I have to do this. Please help me out.