I am so sorry that I haven’t written in a few days. I’m sure some of you are dying to know what’s been going on. Well, nothing much has.
I was going to go to youth group with my friend Julia, but my social phobia kicked in and I became too nervous to do it.
Today E had to go to a birthday party at Chuck E. Cheese. He was SOOOOO WILD! It was crazy. That child was a maniac. My dad got so mad at him. Sometimes, when my dad gets mad at him I feel sorry for him. Today (for a little while) was one of those days.
I’ve been really exhausted over the past few days. I think it’s the meds. I go to my med. therapist tomorrow. I’m going to tell him to get me OFF of the Paxil, Xanax, Celexa, and Zyprexa ’cause they’re screwing me up. They make me gain weight. They don’t help me from being depressed. They make me sleep all the time.
I’m sick of being too sleepy to go anywhere. I’ve been sleeping almost all weekend long. It’s crazy. I swear that Zyprexa makes me into a zombie.
Anyways…I can’t really think of anything else. I still haven’t done my hw for therapy. Maybe I can get it done before Thursday.
I gotta go.