I just got an e-mail from a friend of mine. She told me that I whine too much about my problems and that I dwell on them too much. I don’t mean to whine about them, but sometimes I have no other choice but to. Does she even realize what I have been through in the past year? NO! She hadn’t even e-mailed me to say hi in like 6 or 7 months. She doesn’t realize the times that I’ve sat alone and cried. Or the times that I’ve cut myself just to make the emotional pain go away. Does she even care? Probably not. Sometimes I think it’s stupid to even waste my time with other people. They always seem to burn me in the end.