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That’s how many cuts I’ve inflicted upon myself in the past year…at least. Actually, it hasn’t even been a year since I started cutting. Let’s see I guess it’ll be 10 months tomorrow. Of course, I’ve been hurting myself in other ways since I was 8. Gee, that’s a long time now that I think about it. It used to be that when I was 8 was just a few years ago. Now it’s over 1/2 my life. Whoa. Anyways, back to the cutting, I think that considering I’ve only done the cutting on 5 or 6 occasions that that is A LOT of cuts to accumulate in a year. Of course, it started out with 1 or 2 cuts at a time and the last MAJOR time was 17-22 cuts. That was a lot. And the scarring is totally nasty looking. You’d think that alone would be enough to make me stop, but somehow I can’t seem to stop. It’s crazy. Of course so is my life.


About Janet Morris

I'm from Huntsville, Alabama. I've got as many college credits as a doctorate candidate, and the GPA of some of them, too. I have a boss by the name of Amy Pond. She's a dachshund. My parents both grew up in Alabama.